Jenn (moydrum) wrote,

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The 12th time

I stand back, holding my breath
running the calendar through my head
Of when the last time was exactly
that you meant it.
As I retreat,
a space becomes apparent
that is the approximate size and shape
of my trust
just small enough
to be filled in with your drifting mentality
while you obsess over ex-girlfriends
making plans for better things to do
giving me awkward 'good-night' pats on the back
to stay up all night searching
and never talking about it
just wearing that far-off look on your face
Tuesday, Wednesday......last month sometime
But I just stand here
not sure what I am waiting for.
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